ON THE GIFT OF A BIRTHDAY


                           to Makoto


          My new watch has a very simple face
          surrounded by a ruff of numerals
          that only seem to grow from one to twelve —
          and then they have to start on back again,
          naked, defenceless, to noon's big black sun.

          On my ninetieth birthday's festive date
          this generous vision of human time...
          At first, I could not take my eyes away
          from this fresh promise of our future love:
          this face — unfamiliar yet so well known.

          An almost invisible seconds hand
          seems not to move, yet moves — so thin and frail:
          only when I give it a closer glance
          do I see it moves, a shadow, and yet
          moving unagitated round the crop

          of seconds that are minutes that are hours
          informing its permanent idiot grin
          on some jolly farmer's face that glows with
          healthy satisfaction as he surveys
          his ever-ripening crop of ages —

          all the minutes, hours, days, nights, weeks and months
          of timeless time's accumulating years.
          — Beside this seconds hand, but more substantial,
          still with soundless tick the busy minute,
          honest labourer, moves from sheaf to sheaf

          as the hour's broad black scythe collects from time
          to time the growing scaffoldings of days
          on dusk's lumbering carts of endless life
          that soon will trail their loaded skirts of straw
          into the timeless barns of deepest night

          whose moons are lost among a dust of stars...
          Meanwhile, the creepy insect's seconds hand
          runs its feelers round the rim in endless
          endeavours to find an outlet, always
          frantic, dainty, heavenward steps towards

          some other paradise lost out of sight
          of my indifferent gaze — one passing glance
          of sheer disbelief that time runs so slow,
          so fast, leaving my voices out of breath.
          — My new watch has a very complex face.



           © James Kirkup, 2008





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